Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Fourteen.

Okay, so I lied about this being the last chapter, because I once again had another idea, lol. Sorry for the long-ish wait and sorry for the spacing at the end, I don't know how to fix it. :-S
Rylie's POV

I curl up in my big over stuffed chair in the living room, hating how quiet this place gets at night before I pull the blanket that's always on the back of the chair down and snuggle into it, not really finding the comfort and security I had been hoping for before dabbing at my eyes with just one of the many Kleenexes it seems as if I've used in the past 15 minutes, trying to compose myself before doing this. Sighing to relax myself, I finally pick up the phone and hit the green 'talk' button.

Ring.

Ring.

Ring.

"Hello?" Jodi answers, the sound of loud music in the background filling my ears.

"Hey.." I mumble quietly.

"Uh oh, that doesn't sound reassuring, are you alright?" she asks, concern echoing through her voice. I sit there for a minute, trying to figure out myself if I am or not, and eventually I hear the music get quieter and quieter as it sounds like she's stepping outside.

"You know what, I'll just call you back later. I should have guessed you all would have been going out after the big win tonight," I say quietly, deciding I need some more time to think about how I feel about this before I can even begin to describe what I'm feeling to someone else.

"You know I always have time for you," she says with a small laugh. "And besides, I haven't heard from you in a while, are you doing okay?" I'm about to respond when I hear an all too familiar voice joining her, and I freeze automatically.

"Is that Rylie?" I can hear Max ask, and then I can hear some of a conversation between her and him, Jordan finally stepping in and then all of their chatter disappearing before she starts talking to me again.

"Sorry about that," she mumbles, but I can tell she knows that I'm second guessing my decision right about now. "He asks about you all the time," she adds. I nod my head, knowing it's probably true, but then I realize how ridiculous that action is, because she can't see me. "He worries about you, you know," she throws in for emphasis. I still don't respond, and if she didn't know something was bothering me before, she definitely does now, probably because this is the most one sided phone call she's ever had, even though she loves to put her opinion out there to just about anybody. "So, I'm assuming you called me for a better reason than just to hear my voice, so you gonna spill it or am I gonna have to drag it out of you?" I sigh deeply before speaking up.

"I'm pregnant," I answer quietly, waiting for her reaction.

"Oh," she answers simply, obviously caught a little off guard. "Oh!" she exclaims again after it dawns on her that it's Max's, and that definitely puts me in a tight situation.

"Tell me about it," I mumble in reply.
Max's POV
As hard as I struggle against Jordan, it's no use, he's far bigger than me and I couldn't move him if I tried, but that doesn't have me giving up. Maybe it's a Talbot thing, or maybe it's just pure stubbornness, or it could possibly even be pure craziness, but even as he's flinging me back into the club, I'm fighting him 100 % of the way.
I could hear her on the other side of the phone, I could pick up her voice a mile away, so there is no use trying to tell me it wasn't her, so he doesn't even try, he just forces me back through the doors and back into the lounge area where he makes me sit on the vacant couch that everyone deserted quite some time ago for the dance floor.
"Okay, okay I'm calm," I surrender while raising my arms up, showing my defeat. I sit there for a couple seconds, waiting for him to turn his attention away, and he does, glancing over at the rest of the guys who are looking at us suspiciously. I dart off the couch and make a run for the door, but only for him to grab my arm seconds later and fling me back on the couch. Damn him and his long ass legs..
I look up to find him glaring at me and Kris on his way over with another drink for me.
"Okay," I say once again while raising my arms, then quickly grabbing for the shot and throwing it back, hoping maybe it will relieve some of the tension I've felt over the past couple of weeks. The three of us sit in silence for what seems like forever, both of them watching me as I stare at the bottom of my glass, swirling the small amount of liquid left in the bottom around, and being quite fascinated by it.
"Have you tried calling her?" Kris asks, finally breaking the awkward silence between us. That's how it's been for a while now. Every time we go out, all of the guys' girls look at me and smile sympathetically at me, offering their sisters or best friends to help ease the pain, saying that I could use some fun, and as nice as that sounds right about now, I know it wouldn't help in the least, so I turn them all down.
"She won't answer," Jordan answers for me after he realizes I'm probably not going to answer as I continue to stare at the bottom of my glass, it obviously being the most interesting thing in the world right about now. Him looking after me is also something else that has been happening a lot here lately, as if he thinks that somebody has to be right about now.
"And nobody knows where she went? Kris presses on, but this time Jordan just shakes his head no, and as I look up at him he has the same sympathetic smile on his face that everybody else has directed toward me since she left.
"Jodi does," I mumble before starring at Jordan intently, seeing if he'll crack or even budge a little bit. He stares back down at me, obviously knowing that I must be right, but hoping that I don't ask him to do what he thinks I'm about to.
"Oh no.. no, no, and no," he answers while shaking his head side to side adamantly as I grin up at him mischievously. "When she wants to be found, she'll come back, but I'm so not being a part of another one of you're schemes. It's not happening again, because I always end up getting my ass chewed out, so no," he continues.
I just stare up at him, knowing he'll give in eventually, just like he always does, as a plan starts to form in my mind.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Thirteen.

Wow, it's been a while. Sorry for that. :-S
Rylie's POV


I head directly back toward my apartment after leaving the arena, knowing that I have limited time because he will be out of practice soon. I don't think he would try to stop me after bailing on me this morning, but it is definitely not a risk I want to take.

I make a quick round through my apartment, getting only the things I deem necessary, knowing that I'll only be able to fit the necessities in the back seat and trunk of my 350Z.

Going into the bathroom to grab the things I'll need out of there, I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and am almost horrified at what I see. Dark, puffy circles now appear under my eyes, the result of months now without proper sleep. My hair is tossed up into a messy bun like it has been for as long as I can remember now, not really feeling like fixing it like I normally would have before. Matching that perfectly is the lifeless look on my face, due to the fact that I have no make up on, a feat I would have never done before either.

Practically running out the front door, I stop and drop all the stuff in my hands, going back and grabbing for the spare key I know only a few people know is hidden there.

Throwing all of my stuff into my car and taking off, I realize that this little vacation is exactly what I need to find myself again, to get back to doing things he way I was accustomed to before all shit hit the fan.

As soon as I get out of the city and onto open road, I grab a CD and put it in, needing something to fill the silence in the car. As soon as the music starts playing, I almost regret the idea all together as sounds from his favorite band fill the car. Sighing in frustration, I press the eject button and do the first thing that comes to mind. I toss the CD out the window, loving how even a small thing like that can relieve so much pressure, making me smile as I continue my peaceful trip.

Max's POV

All practice long, I can barely focus. The only thing that is going through my mind is 'Please, don't do anything dramatic or stupid.' But, then again I know Rylie better than anybody. She's one of the most determined women I know, and that fact alone is the one that is pushing me to the locker room as fast as I can, needing to get out of here in hope of catching her at her house before she leaves. If what she wants is to disappear, I know that she can and will not be found until she's ready to be.

After getting out of there as fast as I can, I get in my car and fly off in the direction of the suburban road I've grown accustomed to over the time we've been together.

Finally arriving at her house, I jump out, noticing that her car is gone but needing to check the house just to make sure. I run up to the door, thinking it's probably locked before grabbing for her spare key again, this time coming up empty handed. She took it?

"Fuck," I mumble to myself before pounding on her front door in frustration as everything hits me all at once. She's really gone..

3 weeks later...

Rylie's POV

I sit on the side of the bathtub in my newly acquired get away house, starring at the sink in front of me. I don't know how this happened..

Okay, that's not entirely true, I'm not stupid and I'm not 10, I do know how it happened, but I just can't believe that it did. Of all the times, it just had to happen now.

I really don't know what my pain emotion is as I sit motionless, in the same spot I have been for about the past 15 minutes, starring at the 3 pregnancy tests in front of me that are all reading the same thing.

"Ugh, pregnant..." I mumble to myself, rolling the idea around in my mind more than anything before getting up and heading toward the living room to call Jodi.